Heath Ledger is dead.

I hate these little shocks in life. When life seems to go right, like you think it should, you have your favorite radio shows, TV shows or your favorite actors, films, or people you know in your life or on the TV. And then one day you read news like this - "Heath Ledger found dead in apartment" - and at first you think: Hey, that´s a joke, It's impossible! It's just like a part of your life, a little one, but it's yours; no one can just come and take it away... You know that these poeple are somewhere over there, working, making their shows and suddenly they are just gone... It seems like nothing can happen to this kind of people, because they are a part of the lives of many millions of people. You can´t just take them away... But life constantly shows that it can.
You get lost and think that nothing depends on us, everything is predicted, and you can´t change anything. You have no control over your life. After some time, these thoughts disappear and you think again that your life is in your hands... Until something like this happens again.
Heath Ledger will never be the Joker in a new film about Batman and will never make us happy from the big screen in new films, like he did in my favorites:

* The Patriot
* Monster's Ball
* A Knight's Tale
* The Four Feathers
* Brokeback Mountain
* The Brothers Grimm

Suddenly, our problems seem meaningless... And the only thing you want is for people dear to you not to pass before you, and to live your life fully and the way you want, not as you're told...



Can´t hold back my tears...